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ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

enough said.

summer! get here soon, please!

i can't wait till summer! when i don't have homework or papers or classes. when i can go to the beach and just... hang out. when i can see all my friends from high school! hopefully i'll get a job, though, which will take away some of my summer unfortunately....

i want to go to the beach every day and not get burnt

i want to go to the beach every night and see the sparkly water

i want to hang out with my friendsssss! from high school, church, and college (cause i will see my friends here over break! we're gonna visit everybody's home town - so we say...)

i want it to be warm and stay warm

i don't want to go to classes.

i don't want people to leave

i want so many things. i wish june could come and stay. or may or july. but june would be nice.

busyyyy....

well, i haven't written in a really long time, and i apologize! ah, mondays... only 7 more until i'm home! luckily this one's pretty much over, and it's gone by really fast! spring break is over too, which is sad... last tuesday i went to raleigh and visited state! it was fun! i saw a bajillion people! well, a lot - and some that i knew, too - haha. let's see, i saw ij, kate, victoria, paco, thomas, lauren (avery), john (ryan), kara, sam, and kyle! and meredith, too - i spent the night at her house! but it was neat - it happened to be founders day, or something like that, and i got to hold a baby chick, pet a cow and a snake, and i saw another cow with a hole in its side! holey cow! get it? haha - but it's called a "fistulated cow," and supposedly they use some of the bacteria in its stomach to help other cows when they're sick? i'm not really sure... haha

the weather was perfect! i went to pullen park, where, evidently, my parents used to take me a lot when i was a baby! it looked familiar, and my parents said we had been since then, but i might just be imagining that familiarity. i also fed a squirrel a piece of bread! and... played foosball, and... watched an unveiling of some really neat wolf sculptures, and... oh! there were these cool parabola-shaped cement/clay things that you sat in - there was one on either side of this field - and you could talk to someone on the other side as if you were sitting right next to them rather than fifty feet away! it was really cool. state has a pretty interesting campus, i must admit - i hope my brother goes there in a couple years! (i'm pretty sure he will)

i also went to the beach on saturday! it was fun! and we got cookout and had a picnic on uncw's campus! it was me, rebecca, ij, kate, lauren, and kelsey - it was very nice to see them again! the weather was nice again, but a little bit chilly!

i can't wait till summer. i can't wait till may 8th. i can't wait till.... everyone's out of school and we can hang out! i hope time speeds up, but then pauses for a looong time in mid-may. can we just stay 18 forever? er, 19?

i'm procrastinating.

almost there!

so close to break - gah!!! just one more day of classes, then a basketball game saturday night! ah, yes. and i'm pretty much done with everything important now - except for my lesson tomorrow morning. i'll cross my fingers about that - my reeds have been pretty terrible. ugh.

but i'm excited about break because, on monday, my family and i are going to raleigh to see an eric clapton concert and then tuesday i'm gonna go visit people at state! yay! and then, depending on what i feel like doing, i may or may not spend tuesday night at meredith's house (she lives in cary - really close to state). but i'm definitely excited to see people i havent seen since christmas break!

oh, the only thing about visiting state is i'm not really sure where we'll park... but... we'll figure that out when we get there, i suppose? i hope! haha